In some random town in Wyoming. Went to the Badlands yesterday and camped and hiked and shit. It was fucking awesome and beautiful. The night before I had some creep try to follow me from a rest stop, don’t feel like explaining it but I ended up spending 80 dollars on a hotel room in sioux falls because of it.
I feel great and incredibly lonely at the same time. Heading to Yellowstone tomorrow for a few days and then I’m heading home… I don’t want to do this by myself after the whole thing that happened at the rest stop. Plus I miss my puppies and I’m running low on cash.
Already really lonely.. Driving I feel fine… but hanging out somewhere by myself sucks right now. I want someone to talk to. I’m sure it’s because I’m so far from home.. le sigh
In Missouri… Or Illinois
At a campground outside of Saint Louis eating spaghetti and sweating my tits off. My first night was spent in a walmart parking lot dying of exhaustion and the fucking heat. In the past two days I’ve slept less than 5 hours… Gonna eat this shit, shower and go to sleep! Having fun though… Heading to South Dakota tomorrow.
Also my rat Lilith died this morning. She got really sick the other day and I couldn’t really do anything about it… I feel terrible but I couldn’t afford to take her to the vet. Now I know better than to buy a rat from the feeder bin at a pet store, they are always sick or mentally retarded. Anyways, I buried her wrapped in magnolia petals and placed her between some roots in the ground. I wanted a picture but I didn’t take one. I might take her bones once she’s decayed and use them for something.
Leaving in the morning! This is fucking insane… I’ve never done anything like this. No clue where I’m headed.. Pretty excited and terrified and happy and sad and stoked… AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Seriously though, I don’t know where I’m going first… I can’t seem to find anywhere I want to go until I hit South Dakota… and I need to figure that out asap.
Good camping spots(not backwoods though) in West Virginia anyone?
Apparently I am a very bad 30’s housewife.
Leaving on Saturday
Feel fucking weird about it. Excited but anxiety ridden… Did a few tarot readings that were really negative and it freaked me out(basically telling me not to trust anyone). Tried a different deck and did a whole reading and it was.. eh positive but a lot of stuff on me being unsure of myself… Sounds silly but it scared me. But due to lack of concentration I’ll have to do another tomorrow.
